HAPPY ME!!:))

hole in the brain...

2009-07-23T10:17:00.003+08:00

okok,i'm back now.

after a hiatus of about 2 weeks,i'm back now.maybe not the updats would not be as often as it was before this but i'll try to blog when i have the time,like now for instance.

anyway,hole in the brain!!
all thanks to studio.i have 9 weeks to get the idea of what i want to do and now its the end of the third week.i'm dead meat!...and its not just me,i think they're other people that would agree with me!

ok lah,enough about studio.
i went to ILUMA last night.a really nice place!!
and the theatre was not golden village or cathay,it was FILMGARDE!
something different lah horr.

ok lah,that's all for now,cause i'm dead hungry now and i want to eat!
10.30 faster!!

SUPERSTAR!
P.S. my ear is not retarded!

i know...

2009-07-04T01:04:00.002+08:00

i know...that you think that you might be making the right decision.

i know...you think that i'm wasting my time.

i know...you think i can find someone better.

i know...that you don't read this,even though its meant for you.

i know...you don't find this entertaining.

but maybe,just maybe,you will realise that things are closer to my heart more than you think.

losing...

2009-07-03T12:15:00.002+08:00

i'm fighting a battle that's already a lost cause.

i want to fight this "virus" but i guess its a little too late now.
i've definitely tried my best to overcome this whole situation but whatever i do,it doesn't seem to make a difference.people tell me i will get through this "virus" and look back and be able to laugh about it.maybe...i hope too.

well,i've seen it happen.people getting through this "virus" and moving on.i know i will too but i just want to skip all the painful moments and all the breakdowns.i've had a taste of this road,2 years ago but that was just a taste.now its like full blown,in the face kind of thing....

deep breaths!!
it helps!!-__-

anger,confusion and fear.

2009-06-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

is a deadly combination.

being angry and confused and fearful is irritating!
it tires you out and you don't know how to feel even.if someone were to ask me how i'm feeling,i think my brain will explode trying to answer that question.

i hate being like this.i can be so angry and not care what happens next but at the next moment,i'll be so confused that i keep playing the same scenarios over and over in my mind in an effort to make sense of everything.then,when i start to fear losing something or someone,i'll just collapse and submerged in my tears.

this sucks big time!!
i want to get out of this god forsaken phase...and only way is to see

his smile!!

5 more days and 6 more days!!

2009-06-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

ok...

5 more days to the end of attachment and i so can't wait for it!!
i mean,one more week!!i still remember the very first dayi made my way to work.i had put in so much effort to get ready...but now you should see the way i look when i go to work....i look like crap.i really can't be bothered at all.not even eyeliner...

the place is so dusty that if i were to put on eyeliner,by the time it is lunch,one eye is bigger than the other...get what i mean??
anyway,its almost over and i'm just going to be a zombie this last week and hope that it'll go one smoothly.the only glitch that i've experience is that time is moving extra slowly this week,like on purpose like that....and at the end of this week,is party time!!those invited,its time to have fun!
oohh...after all the fun we've had,i will share it with you guys who do read my blog.

6 more days and syarifuddin will be back!!
YAY!!

i can't wait...he looks and sounds like he's having fun!
but its all going to end,mister!hahahaha!!
i'll see you and i hope you enjoy reading your daily updates!
i miss you tuckloads!!:D:D

in conversation with....

2009-06-12T10:01:00.002+08:00

-mandy mona lisa
-I'M CAT POWER
-alamak woman

DISCLAIMER: THIS CONSERVATION HAS BEEN MODIFIED DUE TO THE FACT THE I CANNOT REMEMBER THE ACTUAL CONVERSATION.

mandy mona lisa says:
my brother's friend spells SINGAPORE as SINGAPOUR..lols

alamak woman says:
your brother's friend is french ah?

mandy mona lisa says:
yeah,french spell Singapore like that ah?

alamak woman says:
yeah...

I'M CAT POWER says:
-_____-

I'M CAT POWER says:
i have a bangala friend and he spells SINGAPORE as SINGAPOOR.

mandy mona lisa and alamak woman says:
LOLS and AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA! respectively.

I'M CAT POWER says:
funny mehh?...i thought it was suppose to be lame.

this was what happens when we start to talk cock.
my laptop is down and i'm updating at work,so no pictures!

aww...he's leaving!

2009-06-03T20:50:00.004+08:00

haiyah!

i'm going to complain about the heat in yishun again!
its unbearable!!!

you know what,i actually i don't really have an idea of what to blog about but i just felt like i should because i haven't in a while...

"i'm thinking,i'm thinking,i'm thinking...."hahahha,i got that from A Night at the Museum 2.i enjoyed a lot but i don't know why people,like syarif,don't even want to give the movie a chance.you suck for that!hahha!

well,i don't know if people who happen to be my friends on facebook noticed but are there days when you log in into facebook and you see Nuruljannah Iqbal has done countless number of quizzes...well,if you haven't,then,maybe,you will after this.yeah,the reason why i brought that up is because,i was doing one of the many "minah" quizzes on fb and when they showed me my results,there was a link to a livejournal blog.maybe some of you might have come across the blog but there i was at work,with nothing much left to do and i had 2 hours left.so,i decided to give it a look.well,i was reading it until it was time to go home.

it was very engaging,that is,if you have the time lah...
okok,that's about all the free time i have to blog right now..laters!!

http://minahspeak.livejournal.com/
the blog i was talking about...

you know what,the reason behind the title of this post is actually about the fact that syarif is leaving for Batam(he's going for community work for school,ok.not anything else...)in 1 1/2 weeks time!!
i want him to come back fast,so that,by then,my attachment will be over!!

Testing!!

2009-05-26T19:59:00.005+08:00

Well,

I have collected enough pay to buy myself a little something...
I got myself an iPod touch lah....!!!!I'm having so much with it!!as it is I am writing this post with my very cool iPod touch...

I want to thank syarif for coming with me to get it! I appreciate it very much!
It was great to finally meet you after two weeks,I missed you:DD
We watched angels and demons.
Good movie lah dey...don't have to watch davinci to get this.symbolism is so much fun!!

syarif is going to kill me for this...but i don't care..!!:D:D:D

i kissed a girl....

2009-05-20T22:01:00.004+08:00

damn it!

it's been so hot at work!!
the freaking aircon is like me when i'm having my period,freaking moody!
and when i say moody,i mean almost the whole time the freaking thing is switched on its giving out warm air!!
WARM AIR!!!
what aircon gives out warm air?!...it totally defeats the purpose of its existance!
but the reason its switched on is because,if its not,then we all will die from no ventilation.

like i said i've been entertained everyday by listening to hitz.fm
its a really entertaining radio station,especially if you understand malay.
please ah....its not a malay radio stesen!
its a malaysian english radio station,so i hope you get what i'm trying to say lah...

okok,nothing much already but i've been the taking photos at family gathering and i'm hardly in any of them!...it sucks!

i hope a miracle will happen and a godsend aircon technician will appear to fix the damn thing!useless pieceofshit!

oh!
the title of this post is such only because its the song that's stuck in my head,i know its a bit lambat(late)and i couldn't come up with a better title,like my blog url!
hah!!

i wish for a cold,windy day!

i fell in love....

2009-05-14T21:02:00.005+08:00

oh dear...

i went to work and, as usual, i got into my routine.

-switched on the computer.
-plug in my earpiece to my phone.
-turn on the radio to hitz.fm
-started on my work and listen to the latest songs being played on air.
-played solitaire.

and then it happened!
i fell in love with this.....

Heartless - Kris Allen

better than the original!

reyhan fir iqbal!

2009-05-09T19:55:00.005+08:00

well...

i thought my vesak day would have been a waste because i had no prior plans but thanks to my very adorable nephew,it was all worth it!

i started the day early.its a public holiday and its the last one i will have until the end of attachment,so i didn't want it to go to waste!

like i said,i had no prior plans.so i kind of decided to go with the flow and i had a very satisfying,no prior plans made,day!we went out to have lunch and like i said before i haven't really had the chance to bring my new toy out,so i decided to bring it out today and get some snaps.

after lunch in pasir ris,we went to tampines and to tampines mall and the new tampines one mall.headache lah....so many people!!

anyway,that was it lah....but a good day lah.

i am in none of these pictures because i was the one taking them...how sad!

hahaah,but i enjoyed it!!

headache ah....

2009-05-07T22:08:00.004+08:00

I CANNOT TAKE IT!

i cannot stand the heat in yishun mann!!

its so bloody hot!!

when i get to work every morning,the weather is just nice but once i go out for lunch and when i get back,its like i'm in the sauna lorr!

buay tahan ah!!

how do the people who live in yishun stand it??

living in punggol with so many trees and fields around,i cannot tahan the heat in yishun lah...

today was suppose to be another uneventful and unproductive day at work,until i decided to build up the material library...and i took my time to do it.i took lots of mini breaks to read and play solitaire again.

today was pretty much a very chill day at work....

i've been looking forward to updating my blog these days,i hope this sudden streak of blogging is here to stay,if not you know soon enough...

hahaha!

P.S. the 7th falls on today!!:D:D

Work sucks,i know!

2009-05-06T21:42:00.004+08:00

well...

the day started cold...

i thought it was just gloomy but when i left the house,i realised that the rain was quite heavy.

the day at work was not a productive one at all!

i went to work and got myself addicted to solitaire all over again.i remembered playing solitaire when i was younger and the only reason why i played solitaire then,was because that was the few things i knew how to use on the computer.i didnt know how to surf the net until i was,maybe around the age of 10??anyway,the reason why i'm stating this ancient fact is because that is what happpens when i don't get internet connection at work.i was playing it on and off from when i punched in,like around 9 plus,till the time i got ready to leave for work about 5.50pm!i'm such a pathetic soul.hahaha!!

i'm halfway through week 5,so i have about 6 1/2 weeks more to go!

i've got to hang on!!!

LIYA!

i will see you soon and we can have fun in NYP!

never thought i would say that and actually mean it.

I didn't notice what was on display behind us up until recently and i think its quite true.love you woman!see you in NYP in 6 1/2 weeks!!:D:D

I miss having stupid and crazy fun with this people!

I'm sorry....

2009-05-05T23:43:00.005+08:00

well...

today i met up with syarif.to tell you the truth,i wasn't really looking forward to meeting him cause i was upset,you can tell from the previous entry.

anyway,i waited and he finally arrived.initially,i was ok but after a while the fatigue from work and the ridiculous heat got to me and i was exhausted.kind of took it out on him.

he did the sweetest thing!!

he was waiting for my bus with me and asked me if i wanted him to send me home.of course i wanted him to send me home!

i was the last one to board the bus and then i heard someone tapping the card,when i turned i saw it was my coconut head!!:D:D:D

he took the bus with me to punggol from yishun!!:D:D

after that went through some ups and downs but now things are all ok....

Do whatever you want.

2009-05-04T21:24:00.003+08:00

oh well.

a lot has happened since i last updated and i feel crappy these days.my excitements and happiness are all shortlived.i get so angry and pissed that i can't even shout and all i end up doing is cry.

i've realised though,that crying and shouting are not worth it because it doesn't make a difference.the only question is have is "how about you understand where i'm coming from with this reaction??" i've said so many times that you can do anything you want and i won't be there to stop you,because i don't do that.still,you never fail to make me feel like i tie you up and make you ask me for permission for every single thing or action you want to do!!!i cannot remember a time when i've stopped you from doing anything that you wish to do.naturally,i have my objections but i've never said "don't do it or else,i'll never speak to you again." or "you do it,and never call me again."

sometimes i feel like everything is my fault and i'm not allowed to have a reaction because you will be unhappy about the way i might react to whatever it is....i don't know but maybe its true.i am a burden to you.since you feel that i obstruct you from doing things that you want to do and somehow when i do express my concerns and feelings,you,almost,always make me feel like they are ridiculous.i believe that nobody likes to know like their feelings and concerns are irrational and doesn't need to be attended to because it would such a waste of precious time.

i've done my reflection and i'm still very much at a lost.i know that i tend to overeact and make a mountain out of a mole hill.my mistake.now i try my very best to calm down and think before i react but it doesn't help when i end up feeling that i'm not allowed a reaction to things that upset me.especially if they were done by you.

i am tired.

Suddenly!

2009-04-27T22:36:00.003+08:00

okok...

i SUDDENLY have the urge to start blogging again.

oh wells,i might as well,cause what's the point of having a blog and not updating it,right??

anyway,i've been really tired these past few days...damn shagged!hate having to wake up the same time everyday and having to figure out what to wear.i mean the figuring out what to wear part isn't so bad because even if i was in school,i'd have to do the same but the routine is really sucking the life out of me!

well,today was a little bit different.

i had to go to the airport for site viewing and i was able to wake up like an hour and a half later!!HEAVEN!(i sound soooooooooo pathetic!)then the rest of the day i was waiting for 6 o'clock!!

6 o'clock came and went,and i waited for an hour!

not that i mind,but just stating!:p

met up with syarif...

had dinner and bought some books for entertainment....how sad,even books can entertain me....okok.

that's about all,i should try to include pictures in every post.

zoo with coconut head!

27th june,faster lah!!!

2009-04-24T20:29:00.012+08:00

ok..........

my blog has been dead for quite sometime now,i should wake it up a little...

my attachment started 3 weeks ago and the 9-6 routine just sucks.i remember when i was much younger,i use to always dream of working in a office(damn,those tv shows with scandalous office politics).i work in an office that is smaller than the master bedroom at home...it is so dusty that the flu i'm having would be staying around for a bit.nasal-ness,here i come!!

i haven't had the chance to bring my camera out that much,so i'm really bummed abt that....i'm only free saturdays after one and on sundays,i'm just too lazy to go anywhere.social life is hardly there.i mean other than meeting the classmates that i'm on attachment with and occasionally meeting up with liya and,of course,syarif.

i asked andrea whether she wanted to meet up for badminton on sundays...so i think we're going ahead with the plan.let me know if its otherwise drea...

27th june faster come,can?!?!?!?!

miss andrea yeo

coconut head!!

some shots i managed to take when i bring the newbie out!

2009-03-01T18:41:00.005+08:00

i mentioned that my mum was getting me something,right?well,actually,my parents lah...

here goes....

yayness!!
thanks mum and dad!!:D

2009-02-21T19:44:00.003+08:00

hello!!!

okok,remember a few days ago when i updated about the birth of little leila sappideen??

well,now she has a new friend!!:D:D

Leila Sappideen
30 January '09

Reyhan Fir Iqbal
16 February '09

2009-02-10T11:06:00.001+08:00

ooo!

birthday was fun!
but something's making me not feel right....

please,please,please!!

2009-02-06T22:09:00.003+08:00

HELP!!!

i am so tired!!!
most of my hell is over,just a week more to go and i'm done.people who actually read this,please wish me luck with my driving.i not only want to pass so that i can start driving but my mum has promised me something extra!;P

but i'll just let you guys know that its not going to be a car.

anyway,a car would be another commitment i don't need at this point of time.

my bird-day is coming.i'm looking forward to it because,then,i'll turn nineteen but other than that,i have no plans.

HAH!
i found out something today and i can't help be a little teensy bit jealous.
hahha,its stupid but i just can't help it.

it sucks that i have to be vague but it can't be helped,people!

ooohhh...
there is a new addition to my,already,gi-normous family....little leila sappideen!!

well,soon there'll be another one!!
i am sooo excited!!

ok,i'm on the breadline at the moment.
i hope things will ease out in the coming days....

okok,that's about all i can be bothered with at the moment.
till next time,people....

2009-01-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

okok,so i have finally decided to update my blog!

i wonder if people actually read my blog.some people read someone else's blog more than "they" read mine.:D:D:D

well,2009 has been stressful so far.school's coming to an end,so we have all these assignments to hand in.i can't wait for it to all be over and then i can relax.i really hope that i can chill on my birthday,which is coming soon people...*hint hint*

what to do on my birthday??
any suggestions??
i choose to believe that people who read my blog,if there are any,to be fun and enthusiastic people...

i hope to manage my time better from now on.
not much time left,i better "chop chop" back to work!!

till next time....

2009-01-07T20:46:00.001+08:00

no school tomorrow!!

whoop-tee-doo!!!

2008-12-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

arghhh!

i'm really bored right now and i thought i should update my blog before i collect mo dust.

twilight was quite a disappointment.if you read the book then you might think that the movie didn't do the book justice.

WOO!!!
i think i have no school tomorrow.

ok,this is all i can be bothered with right now.

2008-12-06T20:53:00.003+08:00

i believe that life, my life at least, has different parts to it and this paritcular part of my life has got me thinking that its ok to be selfish sometimes.i mean if being selfish makes you feel better and somehow worthy.i actually am not sure worthy of what,but just like i worth something.

this is sad.
i am a sad speciman of humanity.
especially,as a representative for the female species.

2008-11-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

ok,here i am in haig rd with nothing to do.

how boring can a saturday get?!
i'm seriously bored out of my mind.i was thinking maybe i could go to dhoby ghaut's daiso to get some material for my school stuff but looking at the weather now,i doubt i'll want to go anywhere.if only some kind soul would travel to meet me where ever i'm at.

yeah,considering the people i know,punggol is always too far.

i know i said i am in haig rd but i'm planning to go home soon.it seems that i only can be bothered to travel home,other than that....basically,i just want to go home liao!

lonely,lonely.

2008-11-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

i give up.
i'm done expecting anything.

2008-09-21T19:47:00.005+08:00

OK.

i just watched freedom writers.

oh my god!!
super duper inspiring!!

the movie features the diary of anne frank.i've always wanted to read the book but never really got to it.the book is so captivating that it managed to capture the interest of the students who were the stereotypical of the integrated schools in America,where they have the mixing of races.Blacks,Latinos and Asians.

note to self:Look for the diary of anne frank tomorrow!!

i'm so excited that i couldn't wait until tomorrow!!

2008-09-16T23:42:00.010+08:00

OK!

people are complaining about me not updating my blog.
people,please if i feel that i have nothing interesting to tell or say,why would i want to bore you guys with my daily rantings that are so dry?!!

but today,i'll make an exception.

i had nothing to do so i downloaded this picture editing software and i've been editing photos every single time i turn on my laptop.hence, the previous post.as for my job hunt,i've lost hope.i mean school's starting soon enough.ohhh....the horror!!

maybe,it'll do me some good once school starts,then i'll have things to do.i mean can you believe me if i say that at one point of time i stayed home for 7 days straight?!no sane person can do that!!...so that goes to show that i'm not very sane.hahahah!

its fasting month and next its raya and then school!
wahh...time is passing by so fast!!where were the days when you felt like the holidays are never going to end and you enjoy every single day of your holidays??!...and by the time school starts,you don't really mind cause you kind of miss your friends and P.E??...well i guess those days disappeared when you graduated from secondary school.

i shall stop babbling now!!

stoning on the gantry at 5am....-.-

for my cute friend whom i miss very much!!

self-explanatory!

he said he has maggots in his tits...don't ask me why-.-

these 2,like the "kambeng" photo,is self-explanatory!

ZOMG!...is it legal to be this cute??!!

2008-09-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

2008-09-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

hey.

its been a while since i last updated.
its not that i've been busy or what,but i've just been plain lazy.

so now,its the holidays and its fasting month as well,so i've been home most of the time either watching tv or gagging.i've been unwell these days.i keep having this feeling like i want to puke and all.i hope i get better soon.

i was wondering if any of you are experiencing difficulty in signing in on MSN Messenger at night.its so bloody annoying,i can only log in in the day,and at night,apparently,there's some server problem.SO ANNOYING!!

okok,that's about all i'm bothered with for now.
later,people!

2008-08-24T01:50:00.003+08:00

If interested,follow the instructions!!:)

2008-07-06T22:57:00.013+08:00

hey!

so my class went on an excursion last wednesday to the asians civilisation museum and as usual,we had our camwhoring session after the whole tour.

we were told to take pictures with no flash but the place was so dark and dingy that we had to use flash.(rather useless piece of information,but whatever)

after ACM,it was TCC with ain.

so here are the pictures!!

then on tuesday,cute Aryanna came over to my place!!:)
i was just telling Ain that evening that i was missing her,and i got home to find her at my place!

how awesome is that?!

well,i guess that's about all i have to update.
if i'm not too lazy,then you'll see a new entry soon!

2008-06-30T02:53:00.005+08:00

hey all!

my friends and i did a mean thing the other day,but we were bored.
so,you can't really blame us.

there was this girl that came into macs during lunchh break and she managed to get many people's attention with her outfit.
so since we were bored,we dared nerissa to go up to her and ask that girl if we could take a picture of her cause we wanted to feature in our School of Design "magazine".

so guess what she said.
she said "OK!"

so,i'm sure you guys are wondering how she looks like.
i mean,she managed to get the attention of the majority of people in macs.

so,here goes nothing....

pinky pink!

we also managed to get a back view of her:)

how awesome was that?!
her outfit is just....out of this world!
only god knows what she had in mind when she put that outfit on that fateful morning.

god,please save this fashion victim from committing this sin again.

2008-06-05T21:30:00.007+08:00

OH MY GODD!!
ITS UNBELIEVABLE!!

NJI IS UPDATING HER BLOG AGAIN!!!
HAHAHH!!

so,okok.
as i sit here listening to one republic's stop and stare,i can't help but think about i should actually be doing,which is to do my assignment that is due tomorrow.but i dont really give a hoot.
anyway i'm meeting nerissa early to finish it.

i'm so bored thinking about what i'm going to do this coming term break.i mean besides trying to improve on my idea for my project,i don't have anyhting else to do except hang around.plus,i'm like dead broke,so no shopping for NJI this GSS!
but i won't be disheartened,because i have 2 more tops coming,which i've yet to pay for and also,my hoodie!

sorry ner!
soon,soon ok!

a word of caution to people out there,
ONLINE SHOPPING IS ADDICTIVE!!

(my sister smells awesome!boss for woman,bitches!!)

anyway,whatever in the brackets are so random!!
and since i'm being random:

CHRIS BROWN IS HOTTTT!!!

ok,i watched these 2 awesome movies over the past 2 days.
i watched caspian first and i really love it!
i mean,how awesome is that you have 3 hot guys in one show?!
even aslan was hot!!!
HAHAAHH!!

and,and,and!!
sex and the city was the sex!!
definitely a movie that should be watched with a girlfriend or sister!
i watched with my sister!!

HOLY SHIT!!
I F*CKING BURNT MY HAIR!!

there i was typing away on my lappie,when i smelt something weird,like something burning.
so i thought it was something wrong with my lappie,you know,maybe i overcharged it or something.so i switched off the charger and all.
smell the laptop,but the weird smell wasn't coming from my lappie.
so i was looking for the source of the smell when i realise that it was MY F*CKING HAIR THAT BURNT FROM THE SPOTLIGHT BEHIND THE BED!!!

JIBAI!!
that was the hair that was burnt off!!
A LOT SIA!!
MY PRECIOUS HAIR!!
i know i sound like a bimbo,but i don't care!
i mean,i'm trying to grow my hair long and this had to happen!!
JIBAI,again!!
and the F*CKING smell is giving me a headache!!

quite eventful eh??
hahah!!that's all for now lah.
quite draining horr.

2008-06-04T11:45:00.006+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK!!!

i can't bloody wait for this week to end and then i can sleep without much worry.i mean these days i get to sleep and wake up late cause of my awesome lecturers who gave us off days to make sure we are prepared for thursday's presentation, but i wake up with this feeling at the pit of my stomach, because i have work to be done.

SIANZ!!

so far the term has been awesome!!
i've been doing my work and i'm kind of proud of myself because of that, like i finally take my work seriously,even though at times i don't have a clue of what i'm doing.
hahhaha!!

so i'm going to add some random pics!

okok,i just realised that the pictures were all taken on the same day!
hahah!!
23rd may 2008

2008-05-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

hey,ok.

i made another batch of those cheese cupcakes to school and my classmates asked for the recipe.

its is so bloody simple!!

so here goes.

for 500g of philadelphia cream cheese,add:

100g of sugar
2 medium eggs
1 teaspoon of lemon flavouring/essence.

for base:
use digestive biscuits and pound it finely.
add water bit by bit to make it into a paste.
make sure its not too watery,if it is add more biscuit.
place the paste at the bottom of the cup,before putting in the cheese batter.

for toppings:
crushed oreo biscuits and chocolate chips.

place the cupcakes in the oven of 175/180 degree celcius for 15 mins.you can either place the toppings before or after baking.

HAVE FUN TRYING!!:):)

TADAH!!

2008-05-11T00:47:00.011+08:00

okok,now time for domestic life!

so,mother's day is on the 11th,but we celebrated on friday the 9th because it was the most convenient date for everyone!
in particular redzza!!
hahahha!!

so we had it at my uncle's place at flora road!
AZALEA PARK!!

so,i'm gonna let the pictures do the talking!

I MADE THESE!!

don't mind this picture,its not very clear.

THE MOTHERS!!
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY HORR!!

well,that's about all!
will update soon ok!!:):)

2008-05-10T23:20:00.032+08:00

HELLO!!

so its been a while since i last updated!
so i think,i'll just upload pictures lah horr.

here goes!!

first we have the bowling day!!
02/05/2008

the order of names!
nerissa
jonathan
jannah!!!

next,
D-LUX and airport excursion!
06/05/2008

now,
it's gossip and free movie day!!
08/05/2008

well that's about all for school and social life horr!!

2008-04-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

mine and ain's attempt to have tattoos like kat von d!

2008-04-20T20:07:00.013+08:00

YAY!!

i finally got to baking again since the last time which was my sister's birthday cake!

ok,so i helped nerissa to bake the cupcakes for the flea market/garage sale at the emmanuel house in aljunied.it was fun,the baking lah.
i was too tired during the flea market,like stoning half the time.
hahah!!

so here are some pictures of the baking that went on...

nerissa sifting flour!!

my attempt at using the hand mixer,haha!

the batter,all done!

so colourful lah siol!!

cupcakes in the oven lah siol!

nerissa so happy siol!!

i so happy,i burnt my thumb lah siol!!

now the cupcake's turn to get burnt lah siol!

SO NICE SIOL!!!

THIS ONE DAMN NICE SIOL!!

Lisa and Vivian,the morning shift people

Nerissa(full shift)Jon and I(afternoon shift lah siol!)

fun lah siol!!
okok,please dont mind all the 'siol' used because,both nerissa and i,are addicted to the word at the moment!
hahahah!!

2008-04-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

HIPPIE SHIT IS DOPE,Y'ALL!!

2008-04-16T21:40:00.005+08:00

pictures from the few days of school!!

Monday,'Hello??'

Tuesday,'PEACE,LOVE AND HAPPINESS!:)'

Wednesday,'Comfy Wavy!'

everyday is a camwhoring day in the life of NYP's design students!!

2008-04-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

my happy moment with MAGIC!!

P.S.i've decided to call my bag MAGIC:)

2008-04-10T20:17:00.002+08:00

we've got each other's back when it rains.

2008-03-27T14:56:00.007+08:00

hey!! so,i went to the MAROON 5 CONCERT that was going on for one night only at the Singapore Indoor Stadium on Tuesday,25th March 2008!! IT WAS THE MOST AWESOME CONCERT I'VE EVER BEEN TO MY WHOLE LIFE!! well,it's not like i've been to a whole lot of concerts but,this one definitely beats the rest by a whole million miles!!! the band started the concert with Harder to Breathe. it was damn SHIOK!! so they didn't talk much,which was great,cause we weren't there to hear them talk anyway.we were there to hear them play and hear ADAM LEVINE's voice and i also there to SEE ADAM LEVINE!! so,when they started singing Won't Go Home Without You,i could literally hear the crowd singing along to the song,especially the chorus.they also made us sing along to the song,you know,the typical concert thing,when the band gets the crowd to sing the song with only the drums.WOW!! that was like super awesome!!!

so,here are some pictures of the night.

don't know if you guys noticed,but all the pictures are of ADAM LEVINE!! and here's a video to give you guys a feel of what i enjoyed that night!!

2008-03-21T19:36:00.004+08:00

this is what i've been up to these past few days.

spiderwick chronicles on 20/03.

ogl meeting at amk macs and then little india mrt station!
IT'S GONNA BE ME!

2008-03-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

why can't people just let me believe that i have done it?!
why do they always make me doubt myself?!

i'm sick and tired of feeling the way that i do.
why can't they just support me and believe that when i said that i've done it,i truly feel like i have?!
i know they care but by making me doubt myself,they are just destroying that wall of strength and confidence that i took so long and hard to build.

please,can somebody,for once,believe and support me when i say that i've done it.
because that feeling of doubt that i go through very so often,just breakes me into a million pieces.

please,i beg of you.

2008-03-14T02:38:00.002+08:00

hey,

i've been wondering what my future would be like.maybe,somebody or something can enlighten me and give some kind of clue of what i would make of myself.many would think that i might just follow along the footsteps of my elders,its not like i mind following the steps laid for me to take but i wish i could do something different.it doesn't have to be something so drastic but maybe just something that would be just me.it is a rather difficult task.we all came from the same shell,our interests and believes are mostly the same.

the most important question now is that,what is me?
what defines this one particular creation of the almighty??

it seems that everyone else has something of their own and i don't seem to be able to find something of my own.something that i can say only i can do.

i'm usually mediocre in most of the things that i do.i have nothing to show off and tell people that that trade is mine,only mine.
not musically inclined.
not artistically inclined.
hardly business minded.

yours truly needs to be enlightened.

2008-03-09T01:02:00.002+08:00

Nat King Cole sings my all time favourite love song!

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

short and simple,but yet meaningful.

and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ROOM MATE,ACHINA!!

2008-02-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

so,here i am sitting in front of the television,eating a bar of merci chocolate which i got for my birthday.

its not exactly a bar,more like a stick.
a combination of both actually.

ok,back to reason as to why i'm writing this post.

i've been really blessed since i turned 18 and i hope it stays like this for the rest of my life,if not,at least the rest of the year.

today,i was asked if i had gotten over the heartache i was going through throughout the most of last year,and i told that person,i'm getting there.
it sure has taken me a long time,but i'm sure i'll be able to get over it soon.

then,there is the part about how i might get the chance to go for the MAROON 5 concert.i'm really excited about it!
i hope i can get tickets!!

2008-02-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

my blog's theme contradicts my life.
but i'm happy just the way things are!:)

2008-02-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

hey!!

ok,school is supposedly over but it is still unofficially over because i still have to go back for some classes for the next two weeks.

you guys will know when school is officially over when you see the post that has this:

SCHOOL'S OUT!!

so,look out for that.

so today,school was rather lame.
went to school for two hours.
first was for a lecture that took all together half and hour.
and then,was for typography submission.

everything was done at 12.
so then,a few of us,eight to be exact,went to J8 for lunch.

and then i went home to finally get a decent nap,after such a long time.

i can't believe that in a few months time,i'm gonna start my second year in poly.
that is,if i can manage to score a decent GPA.
time is moving on so fast!!

but first,i shall enjoy this coming holidays and recuperate.
and do something useful as well.
i already have something in mind.
i will let you guys know what it is,when i start doing it.
i hope i will.

oh yeah,i almost forgot!
i'll be having my 18th birthday party on the 9th itself.
and i'm so freaking excited!
for those who were invited,i really hope you guys can make it.
because my biggest fear is that no one will turn up and that the bbq turns out to be so damn pathetic.
hahah.
so don't make my worst fear come true!
PLEASE DON'T!!

i hope to take lots of pictures and you guys will be able to see them here as well as on friendster lah.
i must buy extra batteries!!
what happens to me is that i always forget to take pictures because i'll be too busy having fun!
hahah.

to those who were invited,
i hope to see you guys on the Saturday,9th Feb!!

for now i will leave you guys with these goofy pictures:

beauty pageant contestants,Miss Geeky Singapore

Miss Punggol

Miss Hougang

Miss Lorong Ah Soo and Miss Bedok's solo shots are missing.

2008-01-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

ok,its one more day to submission.
wish me luck!
i hope i'm able to finish everything on time.

2008-01-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!

my birthday is coming!!
2 weeks people!!

anyways,i had ergonomics test today and i didn't have a freaking clue what i was writing except for the second question.i think everyone should know how to answer that question. it was the most straight forward question of the whole paper.i don't know if i'm going to pass it.
i hope the moderation helps.

then i waited for my cousin to get to school,cause she wanted to find out about some courses in nyp. then,we made our way to amk for a late lunch.

we then went to causeway point to watch a movie.
i wanted to watch 27 dresses but the guys said 'ouh,its a girl's movie right?!'
well,would you rather watch a girl movie or a stupid movie??

so far,THE MIST has got to be the stupidest movie i've ever seen!!
i thought maybe i could get a good scare out of it,then i realise that it was just another alien show.
i hate it when the trailer shows one thing and the movie is totally about another!
such propaganda!

i need to hurry and finish my model!!

2008-01-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

hey!

i'm looking for a black party dress.
anybody has any idea where to get one,please let me know.
thanks!

2008-01-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys.

its been a while since i last updated my blog.

so here goes.
today,i learnt that life is full of surprises.
one day you could be as happy as ever,and the next moment,you feel like your whole is crumbling down to pieces.
well,i'm no expert but i've definitely gone through that before.
and i hate to see it happen to someone close.

and we,who was or is going through that particular crappy period,don't mean to be sensitive but we can't seem to help it.
for example,when you have a friend who is going through the same crappy period and you very well know about it,try not to insensitive.one scenario is,when someone is going through heartbreak,don't ask them what kind of cake to get for your boyfriend.it'll just make them feel even more crappy and you'll make them hate you unnecessarily for doing that.ask someone else!

so,to people who have friends that are going through a crappy period,try to be more sensitive towards their feelings and choose your topics well.:)

well,that's all i have to say now.

2008-01-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

feeling unappreciated and that my existence is worthless.

2007-12-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

so,its been like a week since i last updated.

nothing much happened this week.
i had plans to go out but the plans were dropped.

its either,there was nobody to go out with or i had something on.
sad right??

hahah.
oh yah,i watched like the remaining episodes of gol and gincu.
that was rather entertaining.
and then,i also watched mr magorium wonder emporium.
it's an ok movie to fill in your time.

OH YEAH!!
i watched I AM LEGEND!!
it was so GOOD!!
but i don't know why many people don't fancy it.
oh well,it depends on their imagination.

well,that's about all.

2007-12-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

so,today was a good sunday.
i love sundays if every sunday was like today!

so i woke at about 9 in the morning,which means that i was able to watch 7th heaven.
the show is a good way to start your sunday.my sunday,at least.

and then i was watching tv all the way till it was about noon and then i decided to join sharifah to tampines mall(but i was only going to meet her at 5)cause she wanted to get her jeans altered and then we walked around,looking for pumps,cause she wanted them.
well,we didn't manage to find anything.
and then she wanted to eat,so we went to macdonald's.

then we walked around a bit more and i felt,i needed to buy something.
so i went to mango and bought myself a skirt.
we then made our way to starbucks and sat down and had our normal sessions.

i had fun today.
i love lazy days,like today.
it was mostly very relaxed.

2007-12-23T12:47:00.001+08:00

whomever gave the rappers the idea to make the song 'Last Christmas' into a rap,must be crazy!!

the song sounds like crap!!

2007-12-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

18th December 2007
The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf
Paragon

2007-12-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

oh my god!!

i just went on wikipedia to find out who won asian idol cause i saw watching it yesterday but i was too tired to watch it till the end.

i can't believe that hady mirza actually won it.
i mean he's good and all but compared to the rest of the countries,i mean,it was a tough competition.

jac victor is also very good lah.
and you know singapore is such a small country compared to the rest of the countries.
the voting thing and all.

i guess,its just wonderful that hady mirza and singapore won the asian idol.

2007-12-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

i feel sick.
i feel like vomitting.

i think i ate something bad.

ok,i'm not meeting tong peizi tomorrow.
i'm only meeting her on tuesday.
tomorrow is going to be another boring day but i'm trying to be optimistic and hope that the next day will be better than the previous one.

hahha.
i hope time would move more slowly,so that i will be able to enjoy my holidays.
hahha.
there's so much that i feel that i want to do but i'm not sure what they are.

give some clarity!!
get me out of this demented world!!

2007-12-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

hello all!!

ok,so its been quite sometime since i last updated my blog.
to tell you guys the truth,i haven't busy but actually i'm lazy.

but now i have nothing much to do,and i can't seem to log in into friendster,i've decided to update my pathetic excuse of a blog.

i'm having my term break now.
and hari raya haji is coming and so is christmas!

oh yeah,i can't wait for monday!!
finally,i'm going to meet tong peizi!!

the last time i saw her,has got to be that time went we went to apply for the job at CF,which we didn't get.
and then we went to have lunch at lucky plaza.
and tong peizi was blushing for no apparent reason.
hahah!!

actually,she wasn't blushing.
we were eating the nasi ayam penyet and the sambal was really hot!
and she became red!
and faris over confident,asked for extra sambal!!
HAAH!!

so,what shall we do and where shall we go,tong peizi??

yay,yay!!
my sister found a camera!!
that means we don't have to buy one!!

we lost our camera and now we found a new one!!
it's not as good as the one we lost,but still its a camera!
whoop-tee-doo!!

2007-11-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

oh god!

this has got to be the worst saturday ever!!
for me,at least.

let me give you a detailed desciption of what i did today.

i woke at 10 and then i watched tv.
lunch was served at 2 and i was still watching the tv.
i would say i was online throughout the whole day.
i had a very unsatisfying nap.woke up and showered.
and then i did some research for my project and now i'm updating my blog infront of the tv.

there you have it!
the detailed description of my whole day.
how pathetic is that?!

a day consists of 24 hours but the number of things i did today could be counted with one hand.

ai!!
god,help me!

2007-11-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

ok people,finally after about a month,i'm back to update.

i've been really tired these days and no matter how much i rest,i will can still fall asleep anywhere.
and by anywhere,i really mean anywhere.
i was sleeping along the corridor in school.lucky thing i managed to get up before the lecturer came.

i find that my drawing skills are getting better.i mean i'm not that great to begin with but at least now when i look at my artwork,i don't go 'EWW!!'.
haha.
oh yeah,i watched the new shah rukh khan movie,OM SHANTI OM,and now i'm just in love with it.
the songs are just great.
and the men in the movie are just so hott!!
shah rukh khan and arjun rampal!
two good looking men with hot bodies,in a movie together.
you can't go wrong with that.
and this may sound wrong but,the girl is just so HOT!
plus,for a first timer she wasn't bad at all.

ok,i no longer feel like i'm a bad specimen of mankind.
haha.
i've been having fun with life.no problems at all.
besides the normal everyday stress about school work and what to wear to school,i'm quite contented with life.no more unnecessary issues to worry about and the source of my unhappiness,is now the laughing stalk of my day,if i ever see him.
i realise,he's looking worst by the day.
i guess,it must be the curse of being an asshole.
hahah.

ok enough about him,i want to go out and have fun!!
anybody interested in having fun with this wacko,just let her know.;)

ok that's about all.
i'll update when i'm not too tired.

2007-09-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

they say that you have to live everyday like it was your last.

well,as much as i want to live my life that way,i am too afraid because there so many things that i want to do and to do it all in a day is just madness.

these days i'm living my life like a loser with no social life. but then,come to think of it,i'm kinda like insulting the losers out there.
basically i'm a confused wreck!i dont know what i want in life and that scares the shit out of me.
if i could go out there and get myself some clue as to what to do with life i guess i would be the first in line like how i was when i went to get the tuky tuky.
i don't know why i even bothered cause usually i'm not the one to do such things.
you know to queue and at that to be first in line.
unbelievable!!
i'm sure this is because i have nothing more productive to do.
its either i do such things or i sit at home,read a book or watch a ridiculous number of movies in a day.

this is what happens when you live your social life with no expectations because in the end there will be nothing to expect at all.(i am contradicting myself a little.)

*hazard*
i'm a bad specimen of humanity.

2007-09-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

so ok.
if you are a frequent reader of my blog, you will know that i don't really write about how i feel or things of that sort.my entries are usually about events that took place and all.

so now i'm going to blog about how i feel.

this year has been somewhat a roller-coaster, emotionally, i have been hurt quite badly this year.i mean,i guess i should be blamed for allowing myself to be hurt.and plus the guy is either stupid or just a jerk.but i believe he's both!!

i got to know him early this year.so i was all excited cause he seemed different.i can't believe i'm saying this but it felt like he was real.the way he treated me,this made me really like him.we went out a couple of times and all seemed well.it seems as if he was into me,as much as i was into him.and certain things that he did made,not just me but people whom i tell things to,feel that he was into me.and i was really excited.who could blame a girl,right?!i mean if you were me and something like that were to happen to you,i'm sure you would be on cloud nine.imagine that this is someone you really really like after a long time.

then things didn't turn out as i thought it would.it ended really abruptly,with him telling me indirectly that he wasn't really into me,he was just being friendly.he wanted to pursue the friendship but i just could not allow myself to be around someone who is so oblivious to the fact that it wasn't just friendship but there was actually more involved,at least on my part.

this took place months ago.it happened within a short period of 2 months.i got to know him,liked him and then hated him in this short period of time.but now i don't hate him anymore.i guess i should thank him in a way,because he taught me to not trust people easily.so,for that,i thank you.

to be exact,all of this took place 5 months ago and i didn't really want people to know,that is until now.after all this happened,i realised who are the people who actually care about what happens to me and i would like to thank all of you,who were there for me when the stupid jerk did what he did.and yeah,i always told myself when i was younger that would never cry for a guy,well that can never happen. even for guys,i mean when you really really like someone and that person just disappoints or hurts you in any way,if you don't cry,you're just inhuman.

so long and good riddance,diaper boy!

i may not hate you anymore but i can't forgive nor forget what you did.

for now.

nowadays,i'm keeping my options open.i get to know people and i just want to have fun.whatever happens,happens.i'm not going to plan or think about it so much.and yet,someone came along and he got me thinking again.

recently,i talked to this guy and it seemed like he was hinting something.at first i didn't really think anything about it and then he asked me out.thinking that it was just a platonic outing,i said yes,without hesitation.and then in the days before the outing,it seemed like he was dropping heavy hints that it wasn't just something platonic.so,i didn't really know what to do,i just be myself and went on with the outing.

to my and everyone who knew about it disappointment,the outing was rather pathetic.it was really pathetic to tell you the truth.but then he was all ok after that,i mean we continued talking and all.and then suddenly everything seemed quiet.i was actually starting to like him and then....

so,i'm not really sure what happened but this always happens to me.sadly.

i mean as much as i want to seize the opportunity to make something happen for myself,but when i do,this is how it always ends.i get stood up.i get dumped.

for now,i just want to go with the flow.not expecting anything would mean that i won't be disappointed and that i think is a good way to live my social life.for now,at least.

2007-08-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

okok!!
i just watched hairspray and it was like so so so good!!
i'm so in love with it lah!!

i mean its a musical and i'm already in love with it because of that and that's even before watching it.plus, there's zac efron in it!!
LIKE OH MY GODD!!
IT'S ZAC EFRON lah!!

okok.
basically its a movie for us big girls!!
it proves that if you're bold and brave enough,no matter what your colour or size is, you can do anything lah!!

I LOVE LOVE IT!!
i'm so inspired.
no idea to do what but i'm just inspired!!

HAH!!

2007-08-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

ok i think this is going to be the longest entry i'll ever post.

the last entry was posted more than a month ago.
so basically this entry will consists of what has happened from the last entry till this one.

so i finally got to watch harry potter.
alone.
but i think it was the best way to go and watch it.
with people ard me they will just distract me and i'll get irritated.
i've also watched the transformers.
it was good but the climax was too long that i kinda like dozed off.
haha.
other movies i've watched are:
the simpsons(funny but forgetable storyline)
rush hour 3(funny but its like you've seen one,you've seen them all)
the bourne ultimatum(the BEST!!)

so,ok.
now i will talk about the wedding.
overall it was a success.
the thing that the whole extended family were looking forward to is finally over.
but throughout the four days it was all good and fun.
then the week before the function in punggol was soo much fun eventhough i still had to attend school and all.
crap.
haha.

and we all had fun after the wedding.
getting hit with eggs and leftovers and all.
woohoo!!
haha.
mass shower under the block and the suppers at the coffee shop.
all is over and i kinda miss all that.
haha.

then the day right after the wedding,i had a presentation and it was my assessment week.
like what the hell lah.
but i managed.

so i've read the latest harry potter book.
i was so eager to finish it that i sat in my room for 3 whole hours to read about 15 chapters.
and after doing that i realised that i'm kinda like a geek in some ways.
haha.
but i'm happy to be one:)

and now i'm having my holidays.
i'm kinda lost.
don't know what i want to do.
whether i want to work or not.
aiyoh!

ok,now that i've summarised whatever happened throughout the whole month,its not that long after all.
haha.
but i'm sure i've left certain things out.

ok lah,that's all.

2007-07-12T21:44:00.001+08:00

MISS CORRECTION WANTS TO SEE HARRY POTTER!!

SHE WANTS TO SEE IT NOW!!

2007-07-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

i don't know why but i'm in a very foul mood.

i get agitated by the smallest things and i know this is bad but i take it all out on people around me.i think i'm going mental!!

well the stress of the school's work load is getting to me.i never the thought the start of poly would mean the end of my social life.

URGHH!!

:(

not so happy person!
i miss my bubbly-self!!

2007-06-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

hello all!!

ok i was busy with school work after i came back from cambodia and now its friday and one week of school is already over.

so going to school today was big waste of time!!

was in school at 9 and waited for the lecturer,she didn't turn up.
so we went to eat.
then we went to north canteen to have a look because the four of us have never been there.
so we sat there and had a feel of the canteen.
much better than south canteen.
south canteen is so gloomy lah.

and then we went for comm skills.
while waiting for the lecturer we managed to do the following:

that sums up this friday!!

;)

2007-06-16T02:13:00.001+08:00

OH YAH PEOPLE!!

I HAD CRICKETS!!

TASTES LIKE IKAN BILIS!!
BUT THE MORE DISGUSTING VERSION!!

;)

2007-06-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

okay!!

i just got back from cambodia!!
it was okay...
i went to see angkor wat
it was beautiful lah!!

and then i went to the place where brangelina were...
and then i saw the places angelina jolie did tomb raider
it was cool!!

okay lah and then i fed crocodiles
went to the waterfall...
had lots of foot massages
rode on the motorbike
went into a cave

i had quite a few of first experiences.
so it was fun overall

;)

2007-06-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

okay...

THIS WEEK WAS SUPER TIRING!!!...lah

;)

2007-05-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

so okay...

this weekend was a jam-packed one...not with work but with entertainment!!

so it all started on friday when school ended 3 hours earlier and then i went to meet nadiah and we went to bugis to get the cake and wait for the rest after that we walked to arab street to amirah's grill. oh yeah the occassion...FARHANAH'S SUPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY!!
we all had fun lah...she was super suprised!!...like duhh...haha

so saturday was abg man's turn...it was his '17th BIRTHDAY!!'
HAHAHAAHH!!

it was like a private party!!
like by invitation only...hahah!!
i laughed and i cried
who can ask for a more exciting weekend!!

so today will be the first officially meeting for 'the dancers'
hahah!!
so i guess it will be fun coz we will get together and talk and discuss...
in other words...
TALK COCK SING SONG!!!

well i guess that's about it lah...

P.S. i'll upload the photos once i get them.

;)

2007-05-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

okok!!

so it took me 2 years to have the courage to finally do this!!

I PIERCED MY EAR PEOPLE!!

THE TOP PART!!

CAN YOU PEOPLE SEE?!

i've always wanted to do it since i was 15...so i just told my myself last monday that i'll pierce on friday and when friday came i was like 'SHIT!!...I'M PIERCING MY EAR TODAY!!'

so i went to tampines and met farhanah and nazir...we had dinner and then it was time to pierce the ear...i think i wouldn't have done it if fa didn't pierce her nose...she piercing her nose gave me the courage to pierce my ear even though i went first!...hah!!

THANKS FA!!

I LOVE YOU!!

;)

2007-05-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

so now you see i have a new nickname...its CONSTIPATOR!!

i got it because of this...

my constipated expression(1)

my constipated expression(2)

so that's how i got my new nickname!!

;)

2007-05-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

okay!!

this is what we did today...

this is what happens when you draw too many vertical,horizontal,diagonal and curved lines!!

;)

2007-05-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

okay!!

so today i laughed so much that i think if it continues i'll have a rock-hard stomach!(how i wish)

it started in the morning with all of us coming to school late because we all were up late the night before trying to complete shawn's work which i didn't really complete, so all of us were like zombies!!

so during susan's lesson i left the class with ain to grab something to eat and drink and then draw,draw,draw and it was end of the lesson.then lunch!

after that we had comm skills.i was sitting with ain and nerissa.with mervyn and ariff infront of us.so we started talking and then, what else?!...talk cock sing song lor!!

then during shawn's lesson was the worst!!we sat opposite each other and then we talked of all the ridiculous things.laugh,laugh,laugh!then during break i went down with nerissa and ain and then we met lisa,vvian and yati and then made a fool of myself by being my crazy self.hah!

poor mervyn everytime kena from us girls....hahha!!

must work on your comeback huh?!

hah!!

well ,overall quite a fun day!!

geeky-fied!!

;)

2007-05-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

okay today was one of the better days in school because of the company!!

so we had design studio today for like 3 hours...like stupid lah!!
sat down and drew some kind of tube thingy!!...everybody didn't have a clue what they were doing..but we still managed to talk cock and sing song!...hah!!

the we had 2 hrs of design methodology lecture...mr sannie is such a nice man lah!!

OLD LECTURERS ARE THE BEST!!

its sounds a bit wrong but they really are the best...coz they give practical and easy work that don't require alot of time to do!!

so during lecture lisa,ain and i started doing stupid things to entertai ourselves!!...like singing songs like gnarls barkley's crazy and the killer's read my mind!!

STUPID BUT FUN!!!...hah!!

then after school we went to toa payoh to have dinner and we started to plan some kind of chalet...and VIVIAN was super excited lah!!...don't know why...siow!!

hah!

and in the attempt to irritate ain with the read my mind song its now stuck in my head!!

P.S.THERE ARE ALOT OF WEIRD PEOPLE IN MY CLASS!!...not including the TAI-TAIS!!

do you agree??

;)

2007-04-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

HEY!!

okay...so its been almost 2 weeks since school started and let me tell you...its been hectic!!
there's so much work to be done!!

whoever said that poly life was fun..boy!!...were they wrong!!

there's really a lot of work and i'm so tired everyday!!

well that's all i have to say about school!!

oh yeah...so now i have like a posse...made up of me,vivian,ain,hayati,nerissa and lisa!!...

they make most of my days...hahah

;)

2007-04-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

hey!!

okay..IT'S A SATURDAY AND I'M STUCK AT HOME!!

URGHH!!

;)

2007-04-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

hey

so okay i said that my next entry was going to be about that start of school term but now i kinda have that hang of blogging so i'm gonna make use of the hang that i've got before it goes away...hah!

so today i was suppose to go and meet qim to pass her 'twister' but she didn't get back to me and tried calling her a couple of times...no answer...so then i fell asleep and woke up quite late
oh yah!!...i wanted to go to peizi's house but long story short i am still at home...hahha

so now i'm waiting for tomorrow so that i can go get a bag for school and also meet up with kanthea...its been a long time since i last saw her...i think it was when we went to watch the crappy movie 'epic movie'...in the cinema that smelt of feet!!...how gross!!(typing this word reminds me of my dear FA!!...hahha)

and i'm waiting for tonight at 9 coz there's the continuation of 'heroes'!!...
SO EXCITED!!:)

well that's about it!!

;)

2007-04-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

EXCITEMENT IS SHORTLIVED!!

2007-04-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

hey all!!

okay...so i asked for something more exciting to happen to me but life was pretty mean to spank reality right smack in my face.

well i'm too broken to talk about it but i guess i have to move on and learn from it.

learn to not expect too much from one person and not to have fantasies of my own that will just tumble right smack in my face like a tight slap!
well,the excitement i asked for has come and gone and now the latest instalment in the 'EXCITING THINGS THAT GOES IN THE LIFE OF NURULJANNAH IQBAL' is the start of the new school term.

well i guess i'll update you guys on that when it actually happens...
if nothing else worth blogging abt comes before the start of school then i guess the next entry will be abt the start of the new school term.

i have nothing to say.

;)

2007-04-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

hey all!!

okay this is unusual because if you are an avid reader of my blog, then you will realise that i don't really update my blog very often.the entries usually have a big gap between them but i have to update before i forget the details.

so i just finished three days of orientation.well the first day was super duper boring besides meeting the new friends.first was gaoge.she was the first one to talk to me and then i saw nicolette.i just realised that she is in the same school as me but a different course though.okay back to meeting new friends...then it was liya and 'konichiwa'(i can't remember her actual name:))...so the day started with talk after talk...BORING!!..so then we had ice -breakers...that was okay...and then came the tour of the school...that was when i started to click with liya...we talked and talked...abt everything under sun:)

second day...
pathetic because only seven of us turned up...so then we had some games and then a long break and then got our props for the skit ready and then we were dismissed...like 'OH MY GOD!!...SO EARLY??!!'...

third day...
woke in the morning thinking whether i should turn up or not...but i did anyway..it was even more pathetic because there was only five of us!!...HAHAH!!
lucky i came if not it would have been four of them only...
so we just rehearsed for the skit and then lunch...
we then presented the skit and then they kinda had a feast prepared for us...it wasn't much but still it was nice:)

then it was time to go home!!!

i had a lot of fun and LIYA we will spend fun times okay??

so after orientation i went to peizi's place...what else could we have done but sit down and gossip and talk cock...like duhh...miss her lah
and it's pretty obvious she misses me too!!:)

so...for now that's all

;)

2007-04-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

hey!

well life is pretty mundane now.nothing exciting has happened yet but i wish something that'll change my life would...soon!
anything is fine actually and then u guys will be yearning for me to update my blog...haahha

so sch's gonna start in a few weeks and i'm pretty excited abt it but then i'm also a liitle scared and anxious coz i'm gonna have to start all over again...the whole process of getting use to the new way of life in poly and also making new friends...its an overwhelming thought!

so that's all that's happening for now...

see i told you my life is mundane...

for anything else that's going on...only those few chosen ones know what is actually going on!...HAH!

and if you know what i'm talking about then you're definitely the few chosen ones...hahha

that's abt it...

2007-02-16T11:49:00.000+08:00

hello!!

okay i havent got anything to do now so i'm thought i might as well update my blog.
so as most people would already know i went on a holiday recently and i had the best time there.the company was great and the fun was timeless!!the shopping was also great.great stuff and the prices were even better!...it felt like i was at a shoppers' heaven!!

i forgot to say that i went with my brother and sister and we met with a friend of ours and he showed us ard...kinda like a tour guide and like a clown...he entertained us all throughout our trip.we went to disneyland as well...that was also fun!!
well u guys can see some of the photos that i took while i was there on friendster.
this was one of the best birthdays i've had!!

and also, i wasnt able to collect my o'level results on my own and i missed all the anxiety and excitement but all was good...i managed to do okay..and im happy abt it!!

well that is all!
till next time...

;)

2007-01-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

i don't know if anybody actually reads my blog but i'm just still going to write this entry and hope that u guys(to whom this may concern)...just hear me out.

it seems like we are at war and there is nothing great about that because we are suppose to support each other not insult each other.i am not proud about all the name calling that is going on.and so now i'm gonna say what i truly feel.

i realise since young there was always a rift going on between one or the other but it shouldn't affect our generation coz it's all their problem.i hope this would end someday but i truly doubt it.eventhough i haven't said anythin, i am angry at bai for what u said about my siblings.i mean what they are doing its their problem.why should it matter?...i may be being biased but still it hurts to read such stuff about my siblings...wouldn't u be?..u have been there for me at timesand i apreciate it very much...i don't have anything against you or ur family for that matter.just hope that u might think before actually writing such stuff...well that's my opinion...

and to the rest i know that this matter won't rest and i'm not trying to be a mediator or something but just stop the name calling!!...just don't bother each other okay!!!

well at least i've said i wanted to for a long time!!

;)

2007-01-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

oh my god!!

i can't believe it!!..someone just freaking said my blog is BORING!!
how can u even come up with something like that??!!...
UN-FREAKING BELIEVABLE!!!

and to the person who said my blog is boring i know its because u are so jealous coz my blog is better than urs!!...teehee!!:)

okay from now on i am going to only update my blog with exciting and juicy details not like how i use to update them...u know very mundane updates of what happened throughout the day or whatsoever...

so okay recently my eldest but cutest and most fun cousin started a blog on friendster and let me tell u...his entries are so much fun...they are funny, juicy and spicy!!
so i'm kinda inspired to do so!!

okay since i've started working at starbucks...i've realised that many people do not know how to freaking pronounce mocha!!...i mean they will pronounce it as mo-CHA...u know like how u would pronounce chacha(the dance)...mo-CHA!!...i mean people come on!!...its MOCHA!!...u know like with a 'K'!!...and some would pronounce macchiato as macchiano!!...where the hell did the 'n' come from!!...hello its a 't' not an 'n'!!....people please go to some class that will teach how to pronounce the name of the coffees u order properly!!..GOSH!!

YAY!!...GOLLY!!
i'm soon going to go on a holiday!!
i mean i'm freaking excited because as people who are close to me would know that i lost my passport and i haven't left singapore since like april last year!!...it's so freaking pathetic!!

okay so that's all that i have to blog for now...
so u will hear from me soon!!

;)

2007-01-11T13:07:00.000+08:00

hello!!

okay its a thursday afternoon and its raining at the moment and im watching a re-run of the oprah winfrey show...how pathetic...

but yesterday was a fun day...went out zylla and fadhil...we caught up and talked about all the silly stuff we did when we were in school..how much i miss school...haiz...

we left at around 5 or 5:30...and then i went to meet my sister in serangoon...bought some stuff from mustafa...and then we took the cab to tampines mall and i freaking fall asleep in the cab...dont know why im so tired...hahah...then we bought tickets for night at the museum...very good movie lah!!...super funny and silly...precisely why it was good!!:)

tomorrow i've got to go to work...and im kinda irritated...but okay lah...what to do...if not i will be broke...well that's all ah...

buhbye!!

2006-12-26T16:41:00.000+08:00

okay for victoria...this is the only picture that i have now of my new hairdo...so i'll upload more soon!!

arrividerci

2006-12-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

okay i cant believe this myself...im updating my blog again...gosh...hahah

okay life is so boring that its driving me to the brink insanity...

by the way people...i've cut,rebonded and dyed my hair if you people care...christmas is coming and i dont know what to do...not that i celebrate the festivity...but christmas is always fun...coz last year i received presents...but this year is kinda boring lah...for those still schooling...u guys have like almost 2 more weeks of holiday...so enjoy it while it lasts...for those awaiting for the piece of paper that decides what u do with ur life...it gonna be crazy coz everybody will be busy and we will be left with nothing and no one to go out with but each other...how many days a week can u go out with the same old people??...but its not like im going to go out anyway...im freaking working lah...haiz...wish i would get my pay soon...

for now,
arrivederci

2006-12-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

hello

okay job is tiring...hhhah

well this might sound pathetic but since my holidays started i've only been to orchard twice...hahah...pathetic kan??...but i managed to get like a bag and a pair of pants on those two times and also watched a movie...the holiday!!...a movie worth watching this holiday period!!...makes u believe that there is love for everyone!!...

yesterday i went to town lah...met with faisal and ifah...it was fun ah...kinda caught up on stuff...then met up with my sister and then we went on a hunt for a belt for my dad...bloody tiring lah...what with the huge stampede and unnecessary picture taking by people who are so jakon and with the chinese looking pilgrims (not being racist)...simply annoying...then she got me a pair of pants...also picture taking at ngee ann city lah...the huge christmas tree...i was f**king pissed lah...then we went to pasir ris to drop off some stuff and then we went home...that was the day lah...

i just realised that i was so jakon lah...i saw an advertisment on mtv showing something about the upcoming harry potter movie...being the fan that i am..i kalang kabot start reading the book and then i bloody realise that the movie is coming out next july lah...i thought maybe its coming out next month ke atau february...then its like so long!!...paiseh!!

that's about it...maybe the next time i update soemthing crazy might have happened...
for now...

arrivederci

2006-12-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

okay..i finally managed to get a job!!
yay for me!!

well i was really excited when i got the job but i didn't know of all the training i have to go through...haiz...but i made really great friends ah...so that was my week lah...

oh yah!!...i've learnt how to make coffee...the best are the blended drinks!!

that's all for now

arrivederci

2006-11-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

well the o's are going to be officially over tomorrow and i have no idea what i want to do after going for all the get-togethers and spending my money shopping.

but firstly i would like to say that i really appreciated all the friends that i've made throughout the pass four years of my life.without u guys life wouldn't be the same.without all the quarrelling and misunderstandings and trust me i dreaded those times.just imagine being blamed for something that i didn't do.gosh!but all that made our friendship much stronger and we now know better than to let something like that affect our bond.so thanks to everybody that consider me their friend.i hope to never forget the times we spent together,both the ups and downs.i love y'all!!

after being pestered by people to update my blog,i'm gonna update it now.

i managed to refrain myself from updating my blog throughout the o'level period coz i didn't want to be distracted by it.so now i'm free from the exams and i can update it as much as i want.i hope that there are exciting events in my life so that i would actually have something to talk about and not be babbling like i am now.

okay raye came and is almost gone.i had a quite okay raye coz i wasn't the only one in the family who was not able to enjoy raye.i have 2 other cousins who are also taking their o's so it wasn't so bad lah.collection was not bad as well.the raye really brought me and my cousins back together.especially farhanah.the cousin i haven't spoken to for quite sometime.the time we spent together during that study session was fun.we managed to talk and know what's going on in each other's life.it was super fun.

so i really hope to satisfy some people by updating my 'boring' blog and soon there are going to be more updates, okay?coz they are going to be fun events in the upcoming week.so u'll hear from me soon.

for now,
arrivederci

2006-08-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

after not updating my blog for a long duration of 3 months...

I'M NOW BACK PPL!!!!

okay lah i thought of updating my blog after the o's but that will be another 3 months time so i think by that time comes i would have forgotten my blogger passsword...hahah...and also people have been saying that my blog is dead lah but i know reason is that u guys just love reading what i have to say right?...its okay...i know ur shy...i understand...hahhaha

a lot has happened in this 3 months lah...not exciting but still alot lah....

i remembered...i think in either august or july i went to zylla's house and slept over...it was so much fun lah...with tiger jumping on the bed and i got the shock of my life and zylla laughing her head off...and everytime tiger comes into the room i will like wake up and i will be sitting up...i will only go to bed when tiger gets out of the room...hhahah...that was fun lah...

yeah the june holidays were okay lah...not great...or maybe i just cant remember what i did lah...hahha

and then in july we had the racial harmony day and all...that was an okay day lah...not as much fun as it was last year...last year like almost everybody was wearing the different ethnic costumes and the school was super colourful seh...but this year was like super pathetic...only a handful of people wore the ethnic costumes...some more after the whole day in the ethnic costume there was the afternoon supplementary classes...so merepek right?...what was even worst was that i was told last minute that i needed to do my coursework B practical...and then my shoe strap snapped...what could be worst??...i had to walk all the way outside school barefooted people!!....to get a taxi...coz i couldn't take the bus...urghh!!

then on 7th august i finally met up with victoria!!...never realise how much i missed her lah up until i saw her!!...i followed her to town and then we had lunch at LJS...we talked about all those times when we did our duties together...WOW!!...i had sooo much fun!!

so that's about it for now!!...but don't fret people this is not the last from me...I'll be back soon with more...MUAHAHAHA!!!

i know...LAME JANNAH!!