they say that you have to live everyday like it was your last.

well,as much as i want to live my life that way,i am too afraid because there so many things that i want to do and to do it all in a day is just madness.

these days i'm living my life like a loser with no social life. but then,come to think of it,i'm kinda like insulting the losers out there.
basically i'm a confused wreck!i dont know what i want in life and that scares the shit out of me.
if i could go out there and get myself some clue as to what to do with life i guess i would be the first in line like how i was when i went to get the tuky tuky.
i don't know why i even bothered cause usually i'm not the one to do such things.
you know to queue and at that to be first in line.
unbelievable!!
i'm sure this is because i have nothing more productive to do.
its either i do such things or i sit at home,read a book or watch a ridiculous number of movies in a day.

this is what happens when you live your social life with no expectations because in the end there will be nothing to expect at all.(i am contradicting myself a little.)

*hazard*
i'm a bad specimen of humanity.