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losing...
Friday, July 03, 2009 at 12:15 PM
i'm fighting a battle that's already a lost cause.

i want to fight this "virus" but i guess its a little too late now.
i've definitely tried my best to overcome this whole situation but whatever i do,it doesn't seem to make a difference.people tell me i will get through this "virus" and look back and be able to laugh about it.maybe...i hope too.

well,i've seen it happen.people getting through this "virus" and moving on.i know i will too but i just want to skip all the painful moments and all the breakdowns.i've had a taste of this road,2 years ago but that was just a taste.now its like full blown,in the face kind of thing....

deep breaths!!
it helps!!-__-